Guys are NOT supposed to be this complicated, right?
His facebook status says "Justin thinks the answer is clear" and of course I can't stop wondering if that means he thinks that he should stay far far away from me. Maybe it has nothing to do with me. IDK. I just texted him asking what it was all about. Hopefully he'll answer
But I can't blame him
I mean, the day after our second date and I have a bit of a nervous breakdown and during that time freak out and ask him loaded questions about our "relationship" and keep saying I don't want to pressure him, blah blah blah, and the next day have to explain that I was having a breakdown that night.
Maybe I'm being way to candid, but because of my mental health issues, I really think my dating pool is very limited. I mean, how can it not scare someone off when you reveal you've been hospitalized for depression amongst other things? Or when you have an anxiety attack and call them 20 times an hour until they pick up.
I don't even know what to say. I think, to honestly deal with me, to be my friend, to be in a real relationship with me, requires a heart of gold. Either a heart of gold, or desperation. I do get asked out sometimes, and it's rare that the person isn't a desperate 24 year old virgin who would put up with a schizophenic diva who won't remember his name.
UPDATE
apparently his status was about him possibly changing his major.
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